I'm more broken than you think...
- Tierra Malisha Huntt
- Oct 6, 2017
- 2 min read
The hardest thing I ever did is walk away while still loving you. I will never have anything bad to say about you. I would love to live every day again. I guess sometimes things don't work out for a reason.
I won't say you will never find anyone like me. Hopefully one day, you will find someone better than me.
But...
How do I move on.
How do I accept that I wasn't enough for you?
How do I accept that any mistake I make in life will never be forgiven.
How do I accept that I will never get to spend the rest of my life with you.
I don't know.
How Strange it is, that after all that, we are strangers again.
It's crazy because some people offer advice, and usually it has something to do with just move on.
Obviously they have never shared the type of love we shared.
I'm not sure.
I don't know what to do.
What to say.
Where to go.
When to sleep.
I am lost.
Without you.
When we first met, I honestly had no idea that you would be this important to me.
Dear Friends,
I'm not avoiding your calls, and flaking on plans because I don't feel like hanging out. I'm in pain. Physical pain. I feel it in every part of my body. He's the first person I think of in the morning and last one I think of at night. I apologize for not being a good friend. I'm actively trying to heal and understand that every fairytale doesn't have a happy ending. On top of dealing with losing the love of my life, I am still dealing with my anxiety and depression.
Even though i'm still hoping..
This is the end of this chapter for us. We have gone our separate ways. I will always love you.
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